For a couple of weeks now, I've woken up and had to determine reality from fantasy. It's like I close my eyes and continue to live my life in an alternate (but identical) universe. This has been equal parts of confusing, amusing, and just plain frustrating.As far as having a real life... my time has been dominated by my classes and the ever-growing storm cloud that is looming in the distance: figuring out what to do with my life. Half-way through my college career I adopted the philosophy that my life plan would morph and change...essentially just going with the flow. But now I find myself stuck choosing between what I really want to do and what I need to do (as we often find ourselves facing this paradox). Screw you, life! and real world obligations! I want to rock and roll all night and party every day. I want to be a rock star without all the drug addiction, meaningless sex, and horrible self-loathing.... (which defies the laws of being a rock star).
Bring on the spring time! I want to be able to walk outside for more than 2 minutes without wanting to curl up and die. I want to go to the beach and eat ice cream!
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