I've been doing some insane things recently... I threw spare change in my make-up bag instead of my spare change jar, I put my pajama shirt on backwards (and didn't notice for quite a while... I also just almost wrote "knotice"... silent k?) ... and when I was taking off my nail polish while drinking wine, I actually reached for the nail polish remover to drink even though I was consciously thinking I should definitely NOT do that.
So stress and sleep deprivation are taking its toll. It's all part of the fun. After suffering some brutal consequences of stress, I've now reached my happy place and have decided to just roll with it. This is where I want to be. Busy... but damn, I have to be able to handle it. It's been tough.
Yesterday someone at work had a seizure, which makes this the 2nd, no, 3rd time that's happened to me in the workplace. It's a hard thing to see, but at this point I know there is nothing to do but make sure they aren't hurting themselves while it happens while the paramedics are on their way. I fortunately didn't have to do much for this last one. Everyone else at work was immediately at his side. Still gets the adrenaline going. It's just terrible.
On a happier note... I really want to attend more weddings. I would probably be a wedding crasher if I had the confidence to do so. I've always liked weddings... people are just happy and having a good time while celebrating something that's actually worth celebrating. I always like the opportunity to dress up.
Annnd, because my sleep-deprived brain is being A.D.D. ... gosh, I wish I could play the guitar.
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